A poetic update

wow its been awhile since I've posted!
nothing too interesting has been going on...school is school church is church and life is life
i am going to Phili this weekend for a concert choir competition.
its gonna be a blast I'm so excited!!
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The ride ~ Danie Marie

Lost in those eyes
blue like the skies
A magical carousel ride
in the tide of the ocean
The sweet whisper of wind floating in the distance
the distance between life and a fantasy
Trying to grasp the idea of together
gripping the end of an unraveling love
The ties break loose and all is undone
Falling deep into a lonely slumber
Not waking would be great,
all so soon the light pokes at eyelids
The heart crying for attention
The skin crawling for affection
Lost in this maze
can't fight this dark daze
The loneliness is too much
gotta move on
gotta be strong
suddenly the wind of change sweeps by
the smell of mem'ries forgotten
longing to hold what the heart so desires
To get lost in those eyes
blue like the skies

Life and God

Rain, pouring on my window.

That soothing sound.

Flashed of lightning and rumbles of thunder,

Just like my life right now.

The stabbing pain I endure everyday.

But it’s nothing new.

Faces passing by,

Not knowing I exist.

Losing all battles,

Against my friends or peers.

Just because I am not perfect.

Just because.

My life slipping away, Day by day,

No one seems to know.

Or even just care.

Can't they see?

My tear stained cheeks,

My watery eyes,

Or even me.

Treading water,

Trying to keep my head from

The ice cold death

Waiting for me down below.

Color, draining from my face.

Running and mixing into the water.

Farther, farther down I go.

My bubbles breaking at the surface.

Then there were none.....

When troubles get you down...dont give up! get down on your knees and ask for help! God is there and will always be! No matter how big or small your troubles might seem! He's waiting to help but you need to ask, so give him a chance and recieve his love! Hes more than god, hes your best friend, a shoulder to cry on and a father as well. His arms will gently hold you in your troubled times,

and his love will surround you in your whole life from beginning to end! God loves you as does his son. Their love will never leave you! They are waiting for you to pray! ask for their help and they will answer, just have faith that all will get better!

Hectic Chorus Friend!!

Hey fellow bloggers! Its been hectic in the life of Danie Marie.
I have been after school with drama almost everyday, and I've been losing sleep and I'm sick!
OH! and i have a chorus concert tonight!
(this isn't really my high school but i wish we had an auditorium like this that would be HOTT!! And they look very professional! he he)
its for school like the high school concert, not with other schools. I'm actually still at school waiting for my friend to get done with Spanish honors society, hey wait shes here! lol well I'm going to her house to hang out before the concert and do home work!!
Ill update you later on how it all went!
signing out!
Danie Marie

Ready for a New Year!

2009 is here and I'm ready to rock!! license, wedding, musical, job, gym, senior year, girls camp 09, lite program!!, summer 09, I AM SO FREAKING READY!! WOOT!!

Have a great new year everyone!

New Year Resolution Party!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

I'm so excited for 2009!! alot of stuff is happening this year that's going to be awesome! YAY!

For instance- i will get my license in approximately 25 days and 6 hours!! okay maybe more like 12 hours or something but still! anyway I'm way excited about that for sure! that's the highlight of my year! another thing though is Arli is getting married in 23 days and 6 hours! WOAH! lol never thought it would happen so soon and fast!

Next, i finish my junior year in High school and move on to be a senior!! WOW!! I'm getting old or something! haha

That's pretty much the highlights but I'm way excited for it all to begin! WOO!

I have some new year resolutions to put out here too...not to personal ones though...lol

1. Exercise more-go to the GYM!!

2. manage my time wisely (I'm going to be busy with a job, the gym, homework, school, the LITE program, and the school musical)

3. Make up seminary work(make sure i finish new testament, all scriptures memorized, get gold achievement award, make up missed seminary days)

4. pray more, read scriptures more, and work harder on building my testimony

5. Work harder in school! get better grades!

those are enough for now i think hehe

Tonight the young women and young men are having a new years eve party and we are celebrating at the church playing games and stuff!!

Sleepy Dancing Fun!!

The dance last night was fun!! Church dances are always a blast! I mean they are SO lively and everyone is just workin it!! (sarcasm intended) But, yes is was alot of fun a lot of my friends went and i danced and of course me being the most outgoing in the ward got all of our ward to dance well at least the girls....the boys are impossible! lol I also danced with that guy Alex from a while ago...

...it was kinda awkward but i kept it or at least tried to keep it very casual so he wouldn't think i still or liked him again!(that wouldn't turn out well) i asked about school, his "new"girly friend (once then quickly ended cause i didn't wanna sound jealous or anything) and told him about me getting a part in the play and about driving in a month! then when the dance ended i said thanks for dancing with me and walked away. i tried to keep the conversation going so there were no awkward silences.....of course there might have been a few but i think it went quite well! I'm proud! :)
So anyway. i had fun! BUT....... the best part of the night was when Emily K my bff slept over.

She got back from Idaho about a week or two ago and we haven't been able to hang out but she got to sleepover last night i had a ball....we stayed up late and talked about EVERYTHING!! it was fun! i love her to death!
At midnight we went in Taylor's room(she was still up with a friend too) and jumped on her and sang happy birthday since today is her birthday!

Poor girl threw up thrice today though! we didn't get to go to build a bear like we do every year and she was in pain cause she has a tooth ache! she did get a blessing tonight though we had some people over and the men gave her a blessing which was nice.....hope she feels better!
Well I'm beat.... so I'm gonna crash! One more week of 9 30 church then i get to sleep til NOON!! WOOT! I'm so excited!!! YAY!!
night!
Danie Marie

Christmas Time

So i had a wonderful Christmas!! I got alot of presnets!!

i got rain boots an i pod, an i home, clothes, and jewelry!! it was awesome! i also got sheets and a comforter for my bed and they're RED! my favorite color!! woot! i haven't had a lot of time to post recently! i did get into the play!! Urine Town!! I'm a poor person! its a small part but at least I'm in it!! lol I'm really excited!

we don't go back to school until the 5Th which is pretty sweet!! lots of time off!

There's a dance tonight

that I'm excited for and we have a LITE presidency meeting before!

well I'm babysitting Ben right now and hes stuck at the bottom of my bed so I'm going to help him! ill post another time and tell you how the dance goes!!

love always,

Danie Marie

Research Scandal

I'm in school right now in my British Literature class and we are in the media center learning how to do research for the millionth time in my life! ::sigh::
I'm being a very scandalous girl right now instead of listening to the lecture i am blogging... WOOT!
Research sucks!
We are researching Macbeth...sounds fun huh? we are reading the book after break. it stinks!
Auditions for the musical were this week. i think i did pretty well. the cast list is supposed to go up today but we probably wont have after school stuff so they won't put it up until Monday which stinks! i wanna know if i got in!! UGH!
well i better go be a good girl now and listen, before i get caught! ::GASP!::
I have Internet now so i will be starting to blog again!
til next time!
Danie Marie